this office romance only started after a rumor spread about the guy and myself seeing one anther (we often joke that "they" put us together).

He's not someone I would've dated outside of the office. He's a nice guy, very funny and silly, he's a few years older than me.

It all started with innocent emails - then one day he called me after hours and asked if it's something that I've thought about. I told him that I had but I'd never been involved in a office relationship and I was leary of it. And not to mention that I have a fiance.

Last summer he invited me to his house, my fiance was out of the state on business - I decided to go but i was sooo nervous. I explained to him that I didn't want to ruin my relationship with my man, I was basically just curious and wanted to explore a little bit before I get married. Of course he was willing, so I sat there drinking wine, for some reason I had to be intoxicated.

anyway, we ended up having sex that night and i felt so guilty mainly because it was so good. I instantly regretted cheating on my fiance but I could not stop....he was just as intrigued as i was - we are still messing around, the sex is amazing, I am still with my fiance. I'm still getting married and I cannot give up on my "friend" and he's so willing to be there when I need him which makes it oh so fun.